The Hardest Thing....

Goodbye is hard...
But it is not the hardest thing...
What is harder is what goes with the goodbye....
Like:
Being able to say "I love you" whenever I want...
Being able to hold you tight when I'm with you....
Being able to kiss your beautiful lips when I see you....
Being able to tell you I'm worry about you...
Being able to hug you without looking over my shoulder....
Being able to tell you everthing no matter who is around....
Being able to not think about you when I'm alone...
Being able to hold your hand when I see close to you....
But the hardest thing of all is not getting use to what I can not do or what I can do...
It is not even you being with another guy...
Its....
Being without YOU.....