I'm Sorry...

I can't believe I allowed myself to fail again,
I can't believe I allowed myself to fail you,
I can't believe I allowed myself to fail at everything,
I'm sorry for failing,
I'm sorry for everything I didn't give you that you wanted,
I'm sorry I couldn'rt help you like I promised,
I'm sorry I failed you,
I'm sorry for EVERYTHING,
And now that I lost you I can admit,
That my biggest thing I am sorry for is....
I'm sorry I gave you hope an happiness,
Then took it away!