IDK

I don't know if I can do this....
I don't know if I can look at you and not be worry about whats yet to come.....
Worry about the day you leave...
The day you realize that you can do and find a lot better then me....
When you find out I wasnt worth anything the time, the kisses, the trust.....
The day you realize that you don't deserve to have an.........
Superjealous, short fuse, undeserving, untrustworthy, ugly, uncommunicated, terrible boyfriend....
I'm sorry I wasted your time....
I'm sorry I'm wasting your time now....
And I'm sorry I'm gonna keep wasting your time until the day you get torn away from me.....
And I want you to know no matter what happens to us no matter what you find no matter where we are or how far apart we are....
If you need anything tell me....
Even if you just need someone to yell and cuzz at I will always be there for you.....
And if for any reason you do decide to come back my door will be ready for you to walk through......
I love you....
Always have always will.....