Where Is My Rest

I am so tired

Tired of feeling like a disappointment

Tired of feeling like a burden

Tired of feeling like a failure

Tired of being me

They say you give rest

Rest from the feelings

Rest from the thoughts

Rest from the weight

Where is my rest

I am so tired

Tired of thoughts of secondtude

Tired of thoughts of unworthiness

Tired of thoughts of minority

Tired of being me

They say you give rest

Rest from the feelings

Rest from the thoughts

Rest from the weight

Where is my rest

I am so tired

Tired of the weight of dreams

Tired of the weight of responsibilities

Tired of the weight of happiness

Tired of being me

They say you give rest

Rest from the feelings

Rest from the thoughts

Rest from the weight

Where is my rest

I have prayed for their health

And you delivered 

I have prayed for their peace

And you delivered

I have prayed for their hope

And your delivered

They say you give rest

Rest from the feelings

Rest from the thoughts

Rest from the weight

Where is my Rest

I have prayed for my health

And you fell silent

I have prayed for my peace

And you stayed silent

I have prayed for my hope

And you stayed silent

They say you give rest

Rest from the feelings

Rest from the thoughts

Rest from the weight

Where is my rest

I believe you're still there

But it's getting hard to feel your presence 

I believe you're still working

But it's getting hard to see your hands

I believe you're still talking

But its getting hard to hear your voice

They say you give rest

Rest from the feelings

Rest from the thoughts

Rest from the weight

Where is my rest