The Truth!!!

Everyone around me believe they have the worst life...
But little do they know the TRUTH!!!
They don't know EVRYthing i have done...
Little do they know or care about the pain i been through...
They have no ideal how close to death i had came...
They know i don't cry but what they don't know is that it isn't because i don't want to but because i CAN'T!!!
They don't know what i have lived through...
THEY ARE ALL SELFISH!!!
They think about their selfs and their problems...
They act like life is a game that they are losing...
But they don't know i have already lost...
After all of this it is leaving me asking wh y???
Why me???
Why are they so FUCKING selfish...
Why don't they care to talk to me or even ask what the HELL is wrong with me???
I should end it all with one last cut but
If i end will all those i care about????