Surrendering All

Driving the highway

Of the world

Ignoring the billboards

Of hope and peace.

Taking the twists & turns

Unable to slow down

Running all the destruction

From decisions I have made.

The pavement ends

Dropping into a deep pit

Powerless to stop

I call out for help.

Searching for any ledges

Sturdy enough to bear

All my failures and flaws

To no avail

Free falling into the depths

Of a bottomless hole

Thinking back to signs

I turned my back to.

Praying out to you

Who pursued me

Surrendering all to you

I am yours.

What's The Point?

What's the point?

When everyone questions?

When everyone argues?

When everyone dismisses?

What's the point..

Of answering?

Of taking that initiative?

Of being present?

What's the point? 

When everything changes?

When everything is lost?

When everything is in dismay?

What's the point..

Of prepping?

Of searching?

Of repairing?

What's the point?

When I lost all hope?

When I feel numb?

When I am unnecessary?

What's the point...

Of dreaming?

Of caring?

Of providing?

What's the point in all this?

When all I want to do is give in?

Give into the welcoming arms of death?

Finally able to mutter the words...

I am done!