Friday, July 31, 2009

STOP!!!!!!!!!

Stop!
Stop....thinking you did something wrong,
Stop....feeling stupid for believing,
Stop....wondering,
Just STOP!!!!
It wasn't your fault......
It wasn't my fault......
It isn't neither of our fault....
Whose fault it is.......is his......
He allow you to believe when he knew it wasn't true......
He let you wonder if you could be......
He let you fell like you are wrong.....
So stop blaming yourself.....
Stop thinking it was wrong......
Because baby you were right.....
He was wrong.....
He was stupid......
He is who to blame.......
Baby.........
He Is The Reason.....

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Lemons???

If life suppose to give you lemons.....
Then why have i got my lemons....
All i got from life is salt....
From my tears and blood that was spilt....
And can you do with salt.....
I want my fuckin' lemons......

I Love You!!!!!!!

You asked me how i knew i was in love with you......
When you asked i told you i just know.....
Well now i KNOW without a doubt that i am in fact in love with you.....
Because for every second i am without you i hurt........
I don't just hurt emotionally i hurt pyshically......
I hurt to point of no return with every memory and every thought....
That goes by.....
I know i love you because i would do anything to get you back......
I would say anything......
I KNOW I LOVE YOU.........
Even if your gone forever.

Confuse???

What do you do....
When the person you love leaves you......
And you want her back......
And you want to ask for her back.....
But you know what she will say???
Do you just sit and watch her walk away.....
Allowing your heart to hurt and slow to a stop???
Or do you ask her already knowing the answer????

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Why Don't I Listen???

I told myself not to get too attached......
I told myself not to hurt.......
I told myself not to cry......
I told myself lots of things........
If only I listened to myself maybe
I wouldn't be lost.
I wouldn't be confused.
I wouldn't be hurt.
But most of all maybe I wouldn't be gone.

The End!

I always knew it was too good to be true..........
I always knew you would leave me because of someone else.......
I just didn't know you would leave so soon............
But I saw it coming from the moment I lie eye on you.........
I was tring hard to make it not..............
But considing what just happened I guess its another failure to add to the list.........
:'<

Friday, July 3, 2009

Before You!!!

I was insane....
I was a mess...
I was a freak...
I was stupid....
I was not who I used to be....
Until you came into my life...

Without

Life without you,
Is like.....
Coffee without cafiene,
POINTLESS!!!!!!
My sight without your beauty,
Is like.........
Chocolate without sugar,
I don't need it!!!

ISS

I miss you
Baby, Fuck the fights....
Fuck her and him
Lets be together for as long as
life will allow us.....


A day can't be a day without the sun,
A night can't be a night without the moon,
A sandwich can't be a sandwich without bread,
Just like.......
My life can't be a life without you in it,
My love cant be true without you to be it,
My sanity can't be in existance without you to keep it there!!!




I can't stop thinking of you no matter what i do you are in my mind so here i am in Fucking Gay Ass ISS thinking of you wishing we were together again!!!!

Endless Hall

I see me getting closer to you,
But I feel like I'm inone of those.....
Never ending halls in the movies,
With me on one side and on the other side.....
Instead of a door it is you and I'm running and
Running trying to get to you so I
Can touch the beautiful soft skin
I have came so familar with,
So I can create diamonds with the pressure between our lips,
So I can look deep into your beautiful brown eyes that make me forget all
The problems and people on planet Earth
Except us!!!!!!!!

Through it all!!!

Through all the cuts,
Through all the bruises,
Through all the blood,
Through all the hate,
Through all the pain,
Through all the death,
Through all the bites,
Through all the slaps,
Through all the hits,
Through all of it,
You still find a way to lighten my day!!!!

Regret????

If I left today.........
Would Regret??????
Regret saying you like me,
Regret liking me,
Regret going out with me,
Regret being my friend,
Regret the kisses,
Regret the hugs,
Regret the touching,
Regret the talking,
Regret the promises made,
Regret the secrets told,
Regret and of IT????
I hope you won't
Because I won't.